I recorded this quickly before my mom arrived home this morning:
My sister called an ambulance and I went to the hospital from 9AM to 2PM. They did many exams but for the doctor there is nothing wrong with my body.
Still, tonight I still have chest pain just next to my heart.
Today I really thought my last day had came… I told God that maybe your cold heart will become warm again if maybe I died… I told myself: 私はよく生かされた！
Coming back home today was unreal. It is like a dream to be with Fudé and Chaplin… I love them a lot. I had already prepared something for them in case I wouldn’t be back.
I do not know how many days are left in my life but I am enjoying every second of them.
Last updated: 31/AUG/2020 @ 23:08