[This is a real conversation]
ex-gf: Don’t you want to meet me? You can use me as your sx slave and do everything you want~. me: Wow, really like my sx slave??
ex-gf: Yeah! Your wife is probably having s*x with her bf every day so what can she say if you do too?
me: Nnn…even if she does it does not mean it is the right thing to do for me.
ex-gf: But IF we do it, whom will we hurt really?…
me: ….God!
ex-gf: I knew you were going to say this… But your wife has left you, she does not care about you at all. If she does not want you, why can’t I have you for myself?..
me: I am sorry, I feel sad and broken…
ex-gf: You are sad and broken because of HER! How can you keep waiting on someone that ignores you, rejects you, and even moved to another country??
me: Because I am still married to her. You will understand if you marry one day…
ex-gf: She does not love you. Why wait on her when you can have me?
me: I am waiting on her, and I will continue to do so until I die. I know God will bring her back, like He brought Chaplin back.
ex-gf: She is unfair to you. And you are unfair to me who is ready to give you everything… If she does not want her husband I will gladly have him! What if she never comes back?
me: (crying) It’s OK, I will just give my years to God… (crying a lot)
ex-gf: You really love her a lot…
me: Yes, but she doesn’t know that. She does not see it. She is just blind and unconscious of what she is doing… I wish I could help her, but the only thing left for me is to wait on her… and trust in God…