Since you have left home 3 years ago, I started working on me to improve.
Those are the things I have achieved these last years:
– I came back to God 3.5 years ago: I asked God and prayed to bring me back Chaplin..and He did. I had stopped believing since I was 16 years old!
– I dealt with my addiction to p*rn: when you left I had completely fell into it, I was watching a lot. Now I am free of it for months!
– I do not touch myself anymore: this was the most difficult because it hurts after some time. But I can manage the pain and that way I follow the Bible: “your body belongs to your spouse”. So now my body doesn’t belong to me: I give it to you.
– I had a gf but terminated everything because the more I was with her (and the relationship was a lot easier with her!), the more I wanted YOU.
The new Chris is late, but he is now here for you. Well after you asked me for a baby: I understood that it was very very important for you. I imagined I could have it my way, I was selfish: I wanted you to obey me. But how can you obey me if I don’t obey you first? You were crying out to me and I rejected you big time.
But you did all the things that I needed for me to value my marriage with you.
