Hi Boé,
For your Irish citizenship application: yes it’s ok, because that is the reality (we are still married). If you need anything you can ask me.
I am still waiting for you (since you have left our home, almost 3.5 years ago now). I want us to restore our marriage. We both made many (big) mistakes, but with some efforts each day from each side it will be fine and we can be a family again. We made each other suffer a lot but I believe we can fix everything. We can really do this Boé. Even if right now I am the only one still believing in us, I stand and I will continue standing. I will stand regardless of what you say, or what my family says, or what any other woman could say. You are my wife, and I am your husband. That is also God’s plan for us from the start.
Of course I cannot force you to be with me, even though my heart is entirely yours. My body too. I give you everything. I pray every day for us. I work hard to be successful. I will be. I love you more than you realize it. I will be by your side until the end. I will not go to Estonia without you.
As my wife: it is your right to reject me and block me. But it is also my right to wait for my (lost) wife. For me you are lost and hurt (because of me). Just give me one last chance. One last try. I am showing you: whatever happens I am Chris your husband.
Haven’t you heard this kind of stories? A wife gets a car accident, and goes into a coma for years & years… The husband loves her and waits for her until she wakes up. I am this kind of husband: I married you until I die. I will wait until my last breath. Until you wake up.
Just imagine the joy we can have if we come back together! You can have what you asked me last time I came to your house (almost 1 year ago). I will do it because I really love you.
Love always,
Your Husband.