After 9 months of leaving D4 it is time to make a small review. It is still very difficult to feel confident about my future considering my marriage situation, it brings a big emptiness (which started since we were fighting each other). But I stand for it, every day, I
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I am sorry, I was wrong:-I shouldn't have said all the hurtful things I have said to you-I shouldn't have gone with someone else-I shouldn't have let you go/move out of the house (I should have used my tongue to cry out how much I love you, instead I said
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I was on a big ship, then I ran into you, you didn't run away when you saw me (maybe because you knew you couldn't escape?). I was so happy to see you! However you did not seem happy at all… The first thing you told me was:-"You are going
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40 years ago my dear little wife was born in Tangerang, Indonesia. Every day she is greatly missed by her Husband, but today in particular. Every day her Husband is giving her the gift of time by waiting for her (I do not regret to have married you, I regret
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When you know something cannot last (like an illegitimate relationship with someone else), when you choose this "temporary solution" over the correct one to take: you are just postponing the pain and the prolonging the destruction of what you have (your marriage). It took time for me to understand this.
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This is what my ex-gf told me: "you love your wife, you are still waiting for her after all those years despite the fact that she dumped you many years ago"…Yeah, of course, my wife is everything to me! My wife is the only one that doesn't know that… and
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Since I left Dublin I am wearing my ring on my right hand (because you are not here).When you are back: take it from my right hand and put it back on my left hand (like when we married).With my right hand I fight for my marriage daily.You can only
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This animé is good, you should watch it:https://9anime.to/watch/higehiro-after-being-rejected-i-shaved-and-took-in-a-high-school-runaway.vkrv/ep-1
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