I recorded this quickly before my mom arrived home this morning: My sister called an ambulance and I went to the hospital from 9AM to 2PM. They did many exams but for the doctor there is nothing wrong with my body.Still, tonight I still have chest pain just next to
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~I cannot stop myself writing this now~. How many times I have been trying to pronounce those words out to you: Boé, please, let's fix our problems before we both lose it all! But I have remained too calm, too silent. And even worse: I did not act to get
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I have never ever wanted divorce and always talked about it as some kind of nuclear option that will never be used. This is called: Force de dissuasion In Bahasa Melayu/Indonesia it's called: pencegahan. It is the idea that no-one want this, and that the other person will change BEFORE
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After watching this I thought I will make a positive post by writing down all the reasons I have married you. Reason #1: because I love you. Sometimes I wonder what is happening in your head, and especially about your values system. We definitely have a different one. I do
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I think you forgot many past things... So first of all: let's try to remember! There was a time when you were enjoying my company, and wanting to be with me. You & I will not live forever. Since Chaplin came to our home for the first time: I have
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