All my family members: my sister, my mom, my father; they all know I have cheated on you. They all know I am at fault and it was the starting point of a lot of our problems… I am very ashamed of it… :'(
I believed many lies. I also used the problems that we had in our relationship as an EXCUSE to do a lot of harm to you… I even believed that somehow cheating on you will fix you/us (??? can you imagine how wrong I was !!!). For this I am forever sorry. I was in need of help. I had a big spiritual problem.
But there is a God in heaven that forgives, repairs and redeems.
This is why: every day I am asking your forgiveness, and I am waiting for you. Even if I die alone: it is OK, because you are really my wife and the one that I love. I don’t want a life without you. From the moment I married my little Boé until I die, I want to tell the world that I want(ed) you.