Are you feeling lonely deep inside your heart?… It is normal: in the Bible it says that God “joins the Husband and the Wife together, and that no humans can tear them apart, only death”.
This means that nobody else but you can understand how you feel: no matter how many (boy)friends you will have it will be the same.
It is the same for me: no matter how many (girl)friends I could get, it will be the same and I will be longing for you.
Only a married couple like us can understand our feelings.
I miss you. And love you.