Dear little Wife,
It has been a week since I moved out. Luckily I had kept the Meteor USB dongle, and used it with a SIM from the UK to get internet! Yesterday I finally got the broadband connection.
Chaplin was starting to scratch his scar and damaging his skin, but he listened to me and after a week it continues to heal properly. I cannot say yet if my surgery idea was a success but every day I can see that Chaplin is feeling better and better! You see: with time (and the help of God) you can heal everything (even your heart!).
Going away from Dublin was like leaving a war zone. Just like the Ukrainians coming here: I feel like I found my refuge and peace. And I think about you, more & more. I think about the choices you make. And I wonder: Are you like Kaiji?… Your bets are pretty crazy… Your love of money makes you do quite risky things. You always believed I had no ambitions because I didn’t want more money as much as you. But what this wish brings you in reality?… When I was a kid: I saw many people doing crazy things just to get more banknotes… They put themselves in very bad situations, and above all: hurting the people around them that they love. Do you agree with me that health is more valuable than money?.. If that is so: you can see that money is already secondary. Is it also less important than love (that makes money #3 now). If you list the things that are really important to you, you will probably end up with money not even being inside your top 3 (if you list “family” as #3 that’s it!).
I wish my wife had more wisdom: I pray for her. But this is why she needs me as a husband, this is why God has sent me to her. And I love her so much that even after yearS of being ignored: I am still waiting for her return!
Love Always,
Your Husband.